KarMel Scholarship 2007

 

 “Just the Way She Was”

By Sabrina Diz

 

 

Desciption of Submission: Poem Lesbian Coming Out

 

Just The Way She Was

 

There was a shell of a girl

Which everyone liked

Her smile lived in her eyes

Even though her mouth didn’t curve

 

A fragile thing lived inside her

Which she couldn’t let out

But everyone loved her

Just the way she was

 

She lived in fear of the people

That surrounded her everyday

The ones that hugged her

And the ones that held her up for display

 

The people that said they’d be there

If she needed them to cry on

If she needed them

Friends to talk to

 

The day that brought the sun

After a long harsh winter

Was the day she decided

To let everyone know

 

At first she told her parents

Those two that worried

And couldn’t figure out

Why she didn’t smile

 

They raged and they ravaged

Insulted and abused

Scrambled for doctors

And said she was confused

 

Then she told her friends

Who she knew would understand

Their blank faces told more

Than the faces they later made

 

They snickered and they whispered

Ignored her calls and her pleas

Said terrible things about her

To whoever else would hear

 

 

 

Alone in her room, staring out the window

At a sunny, cloudless day

She knew it would all be better

A smile crept on her face

 

 

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