KarMel Scholarship 2007

 

 “It’s Just a Name”

By Kaitlin Bookbinder

 

 

Desciption of Submission: GLBT Pride

 

It’s just a name

Society writes on your face

So you can be set apart from everyone else

Like you’re of another race

But I don’t have a label

Because I’m name-less

I am just being myself

So that I can feel shame-less

I don’t care

What people say

I don’t care if they hate me

Just because I might be gay

I don’t want a reason

To be scared

Because then

I will just be caught unprepared

I let the fears

Get the best of me once

That’s why my ex put a cap on us

And called me a dunce

I was lame with my questions

Even though she answered my desires

We said goodbye

But inside this feeling still conspires

It goes against

What most people call normality

But I will not be caught

Under this formality

I want to throw away

Other people’s hate

So I can just be myself

Even if it’s a girl I want to date

I only have

One fear now

I am trying to get by it

I just don’t know how

I don’t want my parents

To disown me

Just because this is not the path

They have always shown me

All I want

Is to make them proud

I don’t want this life

To make them be just another person in the crowd

My time

Is running out

The clock is saying

It is time for my coming out

I know

That this is me

I just don’t want the ones I love

To be disappointed in me

I have always been different

One of a kind

I have always been different

Always with this on my mind

I know it’s the truth

I feel it inside

I am just waiting to say this

Because I need more pride

All I want

Is to be accepted for me

I don’t want to be rejected

Because of my sexuality

 

 

 

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