| Best Song "Lost" By Alana Barraj, VA |
| 2004 KarMel Scholarship Submission |
| KarMel Scholarship 2004 |
| Description of Submission: "It is a song about someone who is gay and struggling to be heard." - Alana Why Karen and Melody Liked It: Alana has a beautiful voice. It was nicely accompanied with guitar in the background. The words were very expressive in the struggles of dealing with parents. The song was done very professionally. |
| Lyrics to Lost I wasn't sent to this earth to do nothing But on the hand I don't know what I was sent here for Why can't you just accept that I don't know what I'm doing yet And really what's more Is what if I don't do what you want me to do what happens than And what if I don't say what you want me to say what happens next And what if I don't play those games you're playing with me are you just going to walk away And what if I don't become who you want me to be are you still gonna listen to me. Oh are you still gonna listen to me I may not have the best relationship with my family And I may not be the best person that you'll ever met But one thing I want you to know is that I try hard throughout it all And really I'm jsut worried I what if I don't do what you want me to do what happens than And what if I don't say what you want me to say what happens next And what if I don't play those games you're playing with me are you just going to walk away And what if I don't become who you want me to be are you still gonna listen to me Oh are you still gonna listen to me It's such as shame that I can't prove who I really am what I can do Why can't I seem to show you That what if I don't do what you want me to do what happens than And what if I don't say what you want me to say what happens next And what if I don't play those games you're playing with me are you just going to walk away And what if I don't become who you want me to be are you still gonna listen to me Oh please listen to me |