Southern Lament
My family comes from the land of cotton-
of thickly-buttered morning grits
and barefoot toes stained
with Virginia clay.
I was raised by blackberry patches
and fishing ponds ripe with mud and trout;
by the hum of insects in sticky summer evenings
and Presbyterian pastors whose Heavens
lulled me to sleep in my daddy's lap.
I have tasted the gifts
of vegetable gardens,
rich and watered by beads of sweat;
known sweetened tea for mother's milk
and granary mills my ancestors built.
But those enormous white wrap-around parches
leave little room for me now.
My love is more
misunderstood here than a northern dialect;
the sin of my kisses
has less to do with Sodom
then it does the waste of hips
to birth children
and the sothern wedding I'll never have.
By Laura Brewer, GA
2003 KarMel Scholarship Entry