All I Know
I do not hear the joy you hear
I do not feel the success you feel
I do not know the facts you know
Because I'm numb and cold with fear

I do not love the way you love
I do not touch that magic touch
I do not care the way you care
Because I'm ignored far too much

I do not wear the face you wear
I do not see the things you see
I do not belong where you belong
Because I'm scarred deep inside of me

I do not deserve what you deserve
I do not act the way you act
I do not need you to know I need
Because I'm lost in life that lacks

I do not have the life you have
I do not live the way you live
I do not own the things you own
Because I'm poor, nothing to give

I do not wish the wishes you wish
I do not dream the dreams you dream
I do not cry the cries you cry
Because I'm not the man I seem

I do not stand like other men stand
I do not fight like real men fight
I do not believe like those men believe
Because I'm not brave; I have no might

I will not follow the paths you follow
I will not find the truths you find
I will not learn the facts you learn
Because I'm not like all man kind

I cannot face the battles you face
I cannot keep the morals you keep
I cannot run after things that run
Because I'm not wrong, humanity makes
          me weep

I am the man from deep inside
I am your hidden fear
I am the one you dread to be
Because you know you see me when you
          look inside that mirror.



  
By Christopher Joseph - MI
2003 KarMel Scholarship Entry